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Title: Warm Nights and Southern Stars
Genre: Jared/Jensen AU
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 27,000
Notes: you guys. this here thing started as a little pallet cleanser when i was spinning tires on my original ideas for this fest. i thought, hell, i'll write this for a day and then go back to the other idea and the next thing i knew four days had flown past and i'd written 21k. and then it took me months to make it actually readable, but we're not gonna talk about that. massive thanks to![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
flawlessglitch and blackrabbit42 for looking over early versions of this, and to wendy for taking on the enormous task of running the fest year after year. and wow, cherie_morte, to whom i owe a million chili-cheese fries for waging an epic battle with my commas or lack thereof. last and absolutely not at all least, thanks to fridayblues for her patience, and for taking my downright shoddy draft and making miracles with her artwork. really. ignore me. it's all about the art on this one.
for lily. always and forever
Summary: There are some things Jared knows: not to eat the meatloaf on Fridays in the university cafeteria, the combination to the engineering lab, that his heart didn't break when Jensen packed up his car and pointed it toward Hollywood one bright, sunny day near the end of August. It just cracked a little. Jensen knows camera angles, all the tricks to make fiction look like fact on film, and that his heart did break that day in August, although it takes him years to realize it.
While Jared has been spending his days in classes and buried under books, Jensen has worked equally hard to get his name in the credits. An early morning phone call makes Jared drop everything and hop on a plane bound for Los Angeles. Although it's been a long time since they've seen each other, Jared can still see traces of kid he used to know. He also learns that he's not over something that he never really had in the first place.
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Genre: Jared/Jensen AU
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 27,000
Notes: you guys. this here thing started as a little pallet cleanser when i was spinning tires on my original ideas for this fest. i thought, hell, i'll write this for a day and then go back to the other idea and the next thing i knew four days had flown past and i'd written 21k. and then it took me months to make it actually readable, but we're not gonna talk about that. massive thanks to
flawlessglitch and blackrabbit42 for looking over early versions of this, and to wendy for taking on the enormous task of running the fest year after year. and wow, cherie_morte, to whom i owe a million chili-cheese fries for waging an epic battle with my commas or lack thereof. last and absolutely not at all least, thanks to fridayblues for her patience, and for taking my downright shoddy draft and making miracles with her artwork. really. ignore me. it's all about the art on this one.for lily. always and forever
Summary: There are some things Jared knows: not to eat the meatloaf on Fridays in the university cafeteria, the combination to the engineering lab, that his heart didn't break when Jensen packed up his car and pointed it toward Hollywood one bright, sunny day near the end of August. It just cracked a little. Jensen knows camera angles, all the tricks to make fiction look like fact on film, and that his heart did break that day in August, although it takes him years to realize it.
While Jared has been spending his days in classes and buried under books, Jensen has worked equally hard to get his name in the credits. An early morning phone call makes Jared drop everything and hop on a plane bound for Los Angeles. Although it's been a long time since they've seen each other, Jared can still see traces of kid he used to know. He also learns that he's not over something that he never really had in the first place.
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fic: The Flesh is Weak
Jun. 11th, 2016 10:02 pmTitle:The Flesh is Weak
Genre: J2
Rating: nc-17
Word Count: 2400
Notes: written for![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-community.gif)
smpc. many, many thanks to my darling flawlessglitch for always having my back and telling me when i need to fuck off and get over myself. warnings for heresy, flagellation and bloodplay.
The frighteningly talented and ever so patient and wonderfula_biting_smile came a-knocking and suggested we team up for this little project. Go forth and look at what she made. Really, don't pay attention to me. Go. Go now.
Summary: The penance exists within the sin.
( The Flesh is Weak )
Genre: J2
Rating: nc-17
Word Count: 2400
Notes: written for
smpc. many, many thanks to my darling flawlessglitch for always having my back and telling me when i need to fuck off and get over myself. warnings for heresy, flagellation and bloodplay.The frighteningly talented and ever so patient and wonderful
a_biting_smile came a-knocking and suggested we team up for this little project. Go forth and look at what she made. Really, don't pay attention to me. Go. Go now.Summary: The penance exists within the sin.
( The Flesh is Weak )
fic: Mercy
Apr. 7th, 2016 07:27 pmTitle: Mercy
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 1900
Notes: Warnings for serial killing and sibling incest. Written forsalt_burn_porn and juice817's prompt and do no harm. Huge, huge thanks for blackrabbit42 for having my back on this one.
Summary: There's nothing Jensen wouldn't do for his brother.
( Mercy )
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 1900
Notes: Warnings for serial killing and sibling incest. Written for
salt_burn_porn and juice817's prompt and do no harm. Huge, huge thanks for blackrabbit42 for having my back on this one.Summary: There's nothing Jensen wouldn't do for his brother.
( Mercy )
fic: doll parts
Mar. 29th, 2016 10:25 amalright. deep breath. this one's an anniversary! the 100th fic i've written for this fandom. you'd figure that after doing this a hundred times, i'd be less nervous. if anything, i'm more nervous than usual. goddamn. reckon it's fitting that it's probably the dirtiest thing i've ever written in this fandom. all hail the kink! long live the kink!
Title: doll parts
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: nc-17
Word count: 2400
Notes: written for this here prompt over at thespn_masquerade. warning for porn stars and underage. it's not explicitly stated, but yeah, Jensen's young here. in this world, kiddie porn is legal.
Summary: There had been a time when Jared would fuck anyone he was handed. Now he gets to choose.
( doll parts )
Title: doll parts
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: nc-17
Word count: 2400
Notes: written for this here prompt over at the
spn_masquerade. warning for porn stars and underage. it's not explicitly stated, but yeah, Jensen's young here. in this world, kiddie porn is legal.Summary: There had been a time when Jared would fuck anyone he was handed. Now he gets to choose.
( doll parts )
fic: Copycat
Mar. 29th, 2016 07:42 amTitle: Copycat
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: nc-17
Word count: 1700
Notes: written forall_the_damned as part of the spnspringfling exchange, and probably the least anonymous thing i've ever, ever written. massive thanks to gojyochan for the last minute read through! warning: jensen is a serial killer, with all the attendant murder and gore that implies.
Summary: The papers call him the Smilemaker. Jensen calls himself a copycat.
( Copycat )
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: nc-17
Word count: 1700
Notes: written for
all_the_damned as part of the spnspringfling exchange, and probably the least anonymous thing i've ever, ever written. massive thanks to gojyochan for the last minute read through! warning: jensen is a serial killer, with all the attendant murder and gore that implies.Summary: The papers call him the Smilemaker. Jensen calls himself a copycat.
( Copycat )
fic: the flowers that they never sent
Mar. 27th, 2016 06:37 pmTitle: the flowers that they never sent
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: nc-17
Word Count: 3100
Notes: warning for prostitution. i don't know, maybe underage? it's never explicitly stated. written for this prompt over at thespn_masquerade.
Summary: (from the prompt) Jensen is incredibly nervous. After all, it's his first time picking up a hooker. But the pink-cheeked, shaggy-haired kid who climbs into his car sure seems to know what he's doing.
( the flowers that they never sent )
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: nc-17
Word Count: 3100
Notes: warning for prostitution. i don't know, maybe underage? it's never explicitly stated. written for this prompt over at the
spn_masquerade.Summary: (from the prompt) Jensen is incredibly nervous. After all, it's his first time picking up a hooker. But the pink-cheeked, shaggy-haired kid who climbs into his car sure seems to know what he's doing.
( the flowers that they never sent )
fic: Uninvited Guest
Mar. 27th, 2016 11:13 amTitle: Uninvited Guest
Genre: Jared/girl!Jensen
Rated: NC-17
Word count: 1300
Notes: warnings for menstruation kink. written for this prompt over at thespn_masquerade.
Summary: Jared knows how to make Jensen feel better.
( Uninvited Guest )
Genre: Jared/girl!Jensen
Rated: NC-17
Word count: 1300
Notes: warnings for menstruation kink. written for this prompt over at the
spn_masquerade.Summary: Jared knows how to make Jensen feel better.
( Uninvited Guest )
fic: Squeaky Clean
Mar. 27th, 2016 02:17 amTitle: Squeaky Clean
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 3,000
Notes: warning for underage, age-gap, incest, object insertion, enema kink, slight D/s. written for this here prompt over atspn_masquerade.
Summary: Jensen gets Jared all cleaned up. Inside and out.
( Squeaky Clean )
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 3,000
Notes: warning for underage, age-gap, incest, object insertion, enema kink, slight D/s. written for this here prompt over at
spn_masquerade.Summary: Jensen gets Jared all cleaned up. Inside and out.
( Squeaky Clean )
fic: Reckless, Pretty and Wild
Feb. 26th, 2016 03:26 amTitle: Reckless, Pretty and Wild
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: nc-17
Word count: 9800
Notes: Written for the 2016 round ofspn_reversebang. Many, many thanks to mangacat201 for being such a patient, generous collaborator, so graciously dealing with the flakiest writer to ever be flaky, and for providing us with an effing awesome and inspirational vid. Thanks also to our darling mods, and to dugindeep for saving my ass and the ass of this fic at the lastest of last minutes.
Honestly, ignore me and go watch this wonderful vid.
Summary: Jensen's been deeply undercover before, but he's never been quite this deep.
( Reckless, Pretty and Wild )
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: nc-17
Word count: 9800
Notes: Written for the 2016 round of
spn_reversebang. Many, many thanks to mangacat201 for being such a patient, generous collaborator, so graciously dealing with the flakiest writer to ever be flaky, and for providing us with an effing awesome and inspirational vid. Thanks also to our darling mods, and to dugindeep for saving my ass and the ass of this fic at the lastest of last minutes.Honestly, ignore me and go watch this wonderful vid.
Summary: Jensen's been deeply undercover before, but he's never been quite this deep.
( Reckless, Pretty and Wild )
fic: Jagged Little Pill
Feb. 22nd, 2016 11:42 amTitle: Jagged Little Pill
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: nc-17
Word Count: 2k
Notes: written for this prompt over atspn_masquerade. (yes, it's taking me forever to claim all of these) warnings for non-con, roofies, mental instability, somnophilia.
Summary: Jared really does love him. He says so all the time.
( Jagged Little Pill )
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: nc-17
Word Count: 2k
Notes: written for this prompt over at
spn_masquerade. (yes, it's taking me forever to claim all of these) warnings for non-con, roofies, mental instability, somnophilia.Summary: Jared really does love him. He says so all the time.
( Jagged Little Pill )
fic: for keeps
Jan. 4th, 2016 01:16 amfour days into 2016 and i've posted four fics. this streak stops tomorrow. i'm sure you're sick of me right now. i'm sick of me. this is something i wrote lickety-split, inspired by one of the comments that came in on the original fic post. putting it here as well because hooray! organization!
Title: for keeps
Genre: J2 AU
Rating: eh, let's call it R for wee bit of heavy groping.
Word count: 450
Notes: just a teensy timestamp for Love Letters.
( for keeps )
Title: for keeps
Genre: J2 AU
Rating: eh, let's call it R for wee bit of heavy groping.
Word count: 450
Notes: just a teensy timestamp for Love Letters.
( for keeps )
fic: Command Me to Be Well
Jan. 1st, 2016 08:01 amTitle: Command Me to Be Well
Genre: J2 AU
Rating: nc-17
Word Count: 5,300
Notes: a gift forblackrabbit42 for spn_j2_xmas. this is dreadfully late, love, mea culpa. mea maxima culpa. you are one of my most cherished fandom friends, and it's been my complete honor to write for you. i took a few of your preferences, your prompt one last, one very last time, then subsequently bent everything beyond recognition. warnings for underage, religious subject matter, and institutional homophobia. thanks also to tebtosca, the terriblest of terrible mods.
Summary: Vacation bible camp. That's what Jared calls it whenever one of his classmates asks what he's doing over summer break, because conversion therapy just doesn't have a nice ring to it.
( Command Me to Be Well )
Genre: J2 AU
Rating: nc-17
Word Count: 5,300
Notes: a gift for
blackrabbit42 for spn_j2_xmas. this is dreadfully late, love, mea culpa. mea maxima culpa. you are one of my most cherished fandom friends, and it's been my complete honor to write for you. i took a few of your preferences, your prompt one last, one very last time, then subsequently bent everything beyond recognition. warnings for underage, religious subject matter, and institutional homophobia. thanks also to tebtosca, the terriblest of terrible mods.Summary: Vacation bible camp. That's what Jared calls it whenever one of his classmates asks what he's doing over summer break, because conversion therapy just doesn't have a nice ring to it.
( Command Me to Be Well )
fic: Love Letters
Nov. 22nd, 2015 03:54 pmTitle: Love Letters
Genre: J2 AU
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 2500
Notes: Warnings for underage catholic schoolboys. Written forsmpc (late, but it's probably still morning somewhere in the world, yeah?). About a week ago, I tripped across a quote which rattled around my head and wouldn't let me go. It turned into the first line of this story. In the interest of transparency, most of the love notes are original, but I did gank a few from varying meanderings around the internet.
Summary: God is love, but Satan does that thing you like with his tongue.
( Love Letters )
Genre: J2 AU
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 2500
Notes: Warnings for underage catholic schoolboys. Written for
smpc (late, but it's probably still morning somewhere in the world, yeah?). About a week ago, I tripped across a quote which rattled around my head and wouldn't let me go. It turned into the first line of this story. In the interest of transparency, most of the love notes are original, but I did gank a few from varying meanderings around the internet.Summary: God is love, but Satan does that thing you like with his tongue.
( Love Letters )
fic: Fresh Ink and Blueberry Muffins
Sep. 21st, 2015 01:08 pmTitle: Fresh Ink and Blueberry Muffins
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Word Count: 6200
Rating: R (with maybe a tiny slip into nc-17 territory, just to be safe).
Note: Written for the lovelypetite_madame and originally posted over at to_pm_with_love. I snagged a little inspiration for Jensen's tattoo studio from this beautiful painting of hers.
Summary: Five years should have been enough time to get over Jared. Jensen finds out that it doesn't even come close. (Alternatively, the one where Jensen is a tattoo artist and Jared has one hell of a sweet tooth.)
( Fresh Ink and Blueberry Muffins )
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Word Count: 6200
Rating: R (with maybe a tiny slip into nc-17 territory, just to be safe).
Note: Written for the lovely
petite_madame and originally posted over at to_pm_with_love. I snagged a little inspiration for Jensen's tattoo studio from this beautiful painting of hers.Summary: Five years should have been enough time to get over Jared. Jensen finds out that it doesn't even come close. (Alternatively, the one where Jensen is a tattoo artist and Jared has one hell of a sweet tooth.)
( Fresh Ink and Blueberry Muffins )
Title: love or death, grab an end, pull hard, and make a wish
Genre: Jared/Jensen AU
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 2300
Warnings: serial killer AU, with all the trappings thereof—violence, murder, gore.
Notes: written forsalt_burn_porn, for cherie_morte's prompt rattling locks. Not only did she give me a great prompt, but also stepped up when I was having doubts and told me I was on the right track with it. Thanks also to wendy for hosting another round. Title somewhat paraphrased from Wishbone by Richard Siken.
Summary: Rookie mistake number one: the sheriff should have put the handcuffs on a notch tighter. (Or, how I spent my summer vacation, by Jensen Ackles, serial killer.)
( love or death, grab an end, pull hard, and make a wish )
Genre: Jared/Jensen AU
Rating: NC-17
Word count: 2300
Warnings: serial killer AU, with all the trappings thereof—violence, murder, gore.
Notes: written for
salt_burn_porn, for cherie_morte's prompt rattling locks. Not only did she give me a great prompt, but also stepped up when I was having doubts and told me I was on the right track with it. Thanks also to wendy for hosting another round. Title somewhat paraphrased from Wishbone by Richard Siken.Summary: Rookie mistake number one: the sheriff should have put the handcuffs on a notch tighter. (Or, how I spent my summer vacation, by Jensen Ackles, serial killer.)
( love or death, grab an end, pull hard, and make a wish )
fic: Like Silver on Your Tongue
Jul. 30th, 2015 12:13 pmTitle: Like Silver on Your Tongue
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: PG
Word Count: 3300
Notes: forquickreaver's generous donation to fandomaid. Many, many thanks to cherie_morte for indulging my shoddy use of the regal comma.
Summary: Your mouth is soft, your tongue is silver, and your teeth are gemstones cut to size.
( Like Silver on Your Tongue )
Genre: Jared/Jensen
Rating: PG
Word Count: 3300
Notes: for
quickreaver's generous donation to fandomaid. Many, many thanks to cherie_morte for indulging my shoddy use of the regal comma.Summary: Your mouth is soft, your tongue is silver, and your teeth are gemstones cut to size.
( Like Silver on Your Tongue )
hello the world!
♠ most importantly, thanks so much for all the lovely messages and v-gifts (how i love those buggers) and thanks to those miscreants over on twitter who buried me under an onslaught of Jared Padalecki's teeth, and thanks to everyone who sent a text or somehow got ahold of me to say hi yesterday. my shriveled, blackened heart swelled enormously.
♠ in the midst of my sunday, when i wasn't stuck on con coverage (which was basically Jared referring to himself and Jensen as 'we' all fucking day long, like they're a single entity and Jensen being all like 'brothers, brothers, brothers, and did i mention brothers and also while we're at it brothers. do you guys truly understand the impact that sorta thing has on me? do you understand the depth of the impact?),blackrabbit42 posted this little thing, and then i happened to write another little thing in the comments and well. i wound up with a short, porny timestamp to You Crazy Diamond, sorta out of nowhere. therefore:
porny timestamp to crazy diamond. (how's that for a title?)
rating: nc-17
word count: 350-ish
♠ also, i'm so behind on answering comments, which is terrible of me but i'm going to settle down and answer them all within the next few days. all of this is to say sorry for the upcoming reply spam from stuff that happened months ago.
♠ i have not read one bigbang yet. this is very tragic.
♠ weird fic coming your way soon. maybe within a few hours. maybe within a few days.
♠ you guys are the best. honestly. don't know what i would do without you.
♠ most importantly, thanks so much for all the lovely messages and v-gifts (how i love those buggers) and thanks to those miscreants over on twitter who buried me under an onslaught of Jared Padalecki's teeth, and thanks to everyone who sent a text or somehow got ahold of me to say hi yesterday. my shriveled, blackened heart swelled enormously.
♠ in the midst of my sunday, when i wasn't stuck on con coverage (which was basically Jared referring to himself and Jensen as 'we' all fucking day long, like they're a single entity and Jensen being all like 'brothers, brothers, brothers, and did i mention brothers and also while we're at it brothers. do you guys truly understand the impact that sorta thing has on me? do you understand the depth of the impact?),
blackrabbit42 posted this little thing, and then i happened to write another little thing in the comments and well. i wound up with a short, porny timestamp to You Crazy Diamond, sorta out of nowhere. therefore:porny timestamp to crazy diamond. (how's that for a title?)
rating: nc-17
word count: 350-ish
♠ also, i'm so behind on answering comments, which is terrible of me but i'm going to settle down and answer them all within the next few days. all of this is to say sorry for the upcoming reply spam from stuff that happened months ago.
♠ i have not read one bigbang yet. this is very tragic.
♠ weird fic coming your way soon. maybe within a few hours. maybe within a few days.
♠ you guys are the best. honestly. don't know what i would do without you.
